Saturday, October 16, 2010

I Know. I Will.....

I don't feel like I've had much to say lately.

It's all been fluff...

I'm struggling to find my place.
My voice.

I have so many thoughts running through my head.
I can't seem to make them reach my mouth.

I know what I'm supposed to say.
I know what is expected of me.
I know.
I know.
I know...
I know...

I just can't seem to find the feelings that go along with that knowledge.

I'm in a dead zone.

The one thing that I know is that I love my family.
They are what gets me through another day.
I miss my older peeps.
I miss them so much.
That is the way life goes.

My little ones have really drawn closer.
They spend a lot of time. reading and doing puzzles.
Watching them makes me smile.
Smiles are good!

Don't worry.
Stop it!

I will get through this...
whatever "this" is...

Lonely sounds wrong and empty and stupid.

I WILL get through this.
I will.
I will.

I WILL........

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