I don't feel like I've had much to say lately.
It's all been fluff...
I'm struggling to find my place.
I have so many thoughts running through my head.
I can't seem to make them reach my mouth.
I know what I'm supposed to say.
I know what is expected of me.
I just can't seem to find the feelings that go along with that knowledge.
I'm in a dead zone.
The one thing that I know is that I love my family.
They are what gets me through another day.
I miss my older peeps.
I miss them so much.
That is the way life goes.
My little ones have really drawn closer.
They spend a lot of time. reading and doing puzzles.
Watching them makes me smile.
Smiles are good!
I will get through this...
whatever "this" is...
Lonely sounds wrong and empty and stupid.
I WILL get through this.